I live with Ramin, like a friend, as sister and brother. He tries to make me feel safe and comfortable, he made a new order in his house.

It's a new beginning, a new life which wasn't acceptable for me. I'm still thinking about my house, family, work and homeland, even during the night I dream about that ...

I feel as a foreigner ... a foreigner who does not understand the language, the people, the culture ... a foreigner without friends, money, house or privacy. I am hiding this feeling in front of Ramin and trying to be normal ...

I changed the order of Ramin's house. I organized everything ... Ramin never cared about that before, he is a man, and men are nearly the same all over the world.

Since over 20 years, I didn't cook, I tried that for the first time, like a professional cook !!

It's a new life ...